HOLDING ABSENCE

HOLDING ABSENCE // REFLECTION // OUT NOW

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Director: Zak Pinchin
Producer: Charlotte Rosson
Production Assistant: Olly Blake
Director of Photography: Tom Walder
1st Assistant Camera: Benjamin Marlow
Camera Assistant: Gareth Bull
Art Department: Richard Abbott-Owen
Art Assistant: Brodie Voncarthy
Stylist/Hair and Makeup Artist: Lauren Gelsei
Editors: Zak Pinchin & Connor Bennet
Y4: Øystein Lode
Pandora: Amy Graham

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REFLECTION // LYRICS

Vulnerable, again
Vulnerable, again
The devil made me deaf.
Now every angel’s wing is clipped and bent
I think the petals on my heart
Are folding in
I could never find a cure
Open the doors and let me in
I’m ready to hurt and heal again.
How can I find myself in the end
If I don’t learn to love my own reflection?
Cynical, again
Cynical, again
Still waiting to ascend
But every ladder up is missing steps
I think the petals on my heart are folding in
I could never find a cure or medicine.
They broke me open like a godless mannequin
Still feeling numb
Open the doors and let me in
I’m ready to hurt and heal again.
How can I find myself in the end
If I don’t learn to love my own reflection?
Open the doors and let me in
I’m ready to face the mirror again
How can I find myself in the end
If I don’t learn to love my own reflection?
I let the glass crack. Warping my perception
Put back the fractures and build a better shell
Coming to grips with
(At what cost?) Everything changing
(To evolve?)
I trans-mutated
(I know I)
Can’t go back now

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